Jestine Jennica.

Stardust wanderer, impulsive psychobabbler, full of whimsicality, devours books, clothes, vintage and love.

I Bite, Sometimes

Breathe My Air
Fill My Heart
Narcissistic Bitch
Picture Perfect Memories
FAQs and Fucks
Letters To Juliet
Skyline depth (Taken with instagram)

Skyline depth (Taken with instagram)



I’m Sick

But I need no medicines, no get-well’s. I don’t want to be cured of this pain. This just feels like paradise.

No, I’m not suicidal.

Maybe.


And that’s just about it.

And that’s just about it.



I can never be the leader you want me to be.

Me? I’m just a flower of my dreams about to bloom in the twilight which has yet to come. I’ll just be me in the bud seeing all good in the darkness. And I am going to stay that way for until God knows when. I can’t show up just yet. Even if I try, I just can’t.



Semi-Semi Day of Nonsense

Bad news

  • I woke up a dead little weakling because 
  1. extreme colds,
  2. migraine headache,
  3. feverish feeling of body temperature.
  • I ditched school again because 
  1. the closing of Brigada was rather out of all reason to attend to, I thought,
  2. I’d rather go shopping!
  • I lost my highly valued dream catcher because
  1. I’m too oblivious of the fine feather attached to it,
  2. I am just this living numskull.
  • I missed Leighton Meester slash Blair Waldorf because
  1. Penshoppe is so *insert negative adjective of your choice* for holding the surprise arrival,
  2. I am fashionably outdated.
  • I had a life-defining moment of
  1. actually taking the EIC challenge
  2. when I was nothing but of overreaching ambitions.

Good news

  • Nothing, really.


I’m sick of living pretentiously in shadows, waiting for my own light. I’m tired of having to say nothing when thoughts crowd my mind.

How about you let me do things my way this time? Maybe - just maybe - you’ll see me without the mask I have long worn.



(Source: readingisawonder)



Nothing beats a lazy, rainy day.

Anyway, I’m planning to get an Instax sometime this year. God that’s like, wishlist item number one. A polaroid camera. Imagine all the things I could possibly do with it.

As for the DSLR, dot dot dot.


Skipped school today because (1) I woke up late, (2) eyes swollen, heart broken, (3) 0% alcoholic yet feeling high and faux-intoxicated, (4) the phenomena which I then considered another migraine attack; (5) I’ll be taking my UPCAT simulation test tomorrow, (6) thus, the dire need to read my learning materials; (7) rainy day, it was, (8) I didn’t feel like going out (9) and taking a bath; (10) I can’t face people right now and (11) lastly, I skipped school because I sure can.

Skipped school today because (1) I woke up late, (2) eyes swollen, heart broken, (3) 0% alcoholic yet feeling high and faux-intoxicated, (4) the phenomena which I then considered another migraine attack; (5) I’ll be taking my UPCAT simulation test tomorrow, (6) thus, the dire need to read my learning materials; (7) rainy day, it was, (8) I didn’t feel like going out (9) and taking a bath; (10) I can’t face people right now and (11) lastly, I skipped school because I sure can.